The sign.

Over lunch hour today, I took a walk to pick up my marathon training packet. During the 20-minute stroll many thoughts whirred through my mind.

A marathon? Seriously girl, what are you thinking?

6 A to the freakin’ M. Every. Single. Saturday. From now until October. Blechhhhhh.

Hey, at least I have an excuse to continue shopping at lulu this summer!

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As my training  begins this week, I have noticed more negative than positive thoughts seeping into my head. Then today, at the CARA office of all places, a sign appeared out of nowhere.

As I was waiting for the volunteer to hand me my packet, I began a conversation with a woman who will also be running the Chicago Marathon this fall. I asked if this would be her first marathon. Her answer blew me away.

It was going to be her second marathon. She ran Chicago 3 years ago and shortly after was diagnosed with breast cancer. She explained that she had cancer when she ran but did not know and after not running since that marathon, she had been recently cleared to run by her doctor.

Instead of showing grief or anger for her situation, she proudly exclaimed, “I’m a breast cancer survivor!” as she threw her arms in the air.

We walked out of the building together continuing our conversation about her health and our upcoming training. After we said goodbye and parted ways, I couldn’t help but realize that she was the sign I needed.

This woman is so grateful for life. She beat cancer, she fought for her life and now she’s running her second marathon as a sign of her strength.

She’s running as a survivor. She’s an inspiration.

Sometimes we need a sign; a sign to put everything into perspective. Whoever sent this sign my way, thank you.

As painful as marathon training might be over the next 18 weeks, I am not fighting for my life. I am not suffering.

I am strong. I am healthy. I am grateful. I can do this.

Bring it on, Chicago.

Comments

  1. What a beautiful and inspiring story!! And yes, you can totally do this. You have so much support and you are going to be amazing. Live it up, girl!!
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  2. I’ve no doubt you’re going to rock this marathon.
    My big advice? Enjoy your rest time and enjoy your runs. Don’t put too much pressure on yourself. I struggled through my training – it was mentally very challenging – but I’m sooo glad I did it because now I can call myself and ultra marathoner.
    There will be Saturday’s where you won’t want to run, but you’ll do it anyway and you’ll be SO GLAD you did!
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  3. People like that always remind me to stop doubting and make me see the positive. Kudos to the both of you for running this marathon. I can tell you’re unleashing that warrior spirit!
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  4. What a great sign!!! I love that woman’s story and the fact that she was such an encouragement to you!!!
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  5. This gave me chills! What a wonderful sign to fuel your marathon training!! Cant wait to hear about your training!
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  6. Love, love, love this! You’ve got this.
    Katie @ live half full recently posted…How I get Back on Track After an Indulgent WeekendMy Profile

  7. That’s amazing Becky!! You can totally do it!! Good luck training!!
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  8. <3 <3 <3! Keep that positivity with you all the way till October!
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  9. Go you! I am so not a runner so I can fully appreciate how much effort it is. It’s not just a physical workout, but running is SOOOOOOO mental! Kill it, girl!
    Kayla Tyburski recently posted…If We Were Having A Cocktail Right Now…My Profile

  10. what an awesome sign, we all need those once in awhile, just to reassure ourselves <3
    cait @pieceofcait recently posted…Graduation Party!My Profile

  11. This gave me goosebumps! I would definitely take that as a sign. You are going to rock that marathon!!
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  12. You are going to rock it, buddy. Something like that is priceless.
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  13. That is awesome, I love that. Go her!! And go you girl, you got this!
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  14. You got this Becky!!
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  15. You have such a great attitude – you’re going to rock this marathon :)
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  16. How wonderful to meet her as you were having doubts! I think that the biggest thing I try to take in with training is that it isn’t always going to be rainbows and sunshine – you will have some tough times but the rewards…priceless. Yay for 26.2! You’ve got this :)
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  17. Sometimes we all need a sign! But it’s also totally normal to have some doubts and negativity about a marathon. It’s very challenging.
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  18. Yes, definitely a sign… love it :) You are going to do GREAT!
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  19. Such an inspiration! Some of the strongest people have gone through the most difficult times!
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  20. you got this girl! What an inspiring story!
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  21. I read this on my phone last night (you know, bedtime reading) but had to pop by and comment because I NEEDED to read this. Is it okay if I take this as my sign too? Thank you. Cannot wait to rock our marathons together – ps. tentatively coming to Chicago July 18-20 (confirming tonight)… if so, wanna do our long run together?!
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  22. I just got chills!!! You got this! I’m a bit freaked out by my decision too and more negative thoughts along with lots of doubt have been overwhelming me lately, so this was just on time!
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  23. What an amazing story! That woman is amazing, and I love that you turned around your thinking. I also know you are going to do amazing!!
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  24. Wow! So inspiring!! You are going to rock training! I hope you run into that woman again at the race so you can tell her how much she motivated you :). So sad I didn’t really get to talk to you at Blend! Hopefully we can meet again soon!
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  25. I just love these little signs!!!!! I look for them all the time! What an inspirational story!
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  26. I got tears in my eyes reading this! I’m training for a half and find I start to think negative thoughts that I’m not capable. Thank you for sharing this…positive thoughts moving forward!

  27. OMG, I think I teared up a little. This was beautiful. Isn’t it amazing how some of the most random encounters with strangers can be the most inspiring! Good for her, and good for you to celebrate life!
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  28. Wow. That is amazing. I love signs – absolutely love them. Good luck as you start your training… I know you will be amazing.
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